he is tons younger than me, and we just clicked back last year. She has been such a light in mine and dd's life, and i love her lots. She is moving today up to London, funnily enough, to near where i used to live, with my ex dh, and where we started out our life.
I haven't been back there for 6 years tho, think it wouldbe very hard. I still hold a torch ofr my ex.
But, today I am sad, i know i will see her, and she is still going to be a part of our lives, but its the sense of loss. That she won't be around. I havent told dd, as she will be very upset, she has lost enough people over the past cuople of yrs, thru leaving or moving away.
Its wierd, it also justmakes me feel like there are a thousand other lifetimes out there. Different lives I 'could' be living,. am I getting itchy feet too?
We moved here as a couple, and its lovely, but so very quiet, and tbh boring/small minded in many ways.