Everyone is doing stuff with their families and I'm at home with DS. He's been a bit of a nightmare tonight and it's stressed me. I was looking forward to the whole laying a mince pie and milk out for the first time but he weren't interested. Going to be waking up alone with just me and him, he's 2.5 years old. Opening presents with him alone until I take him to his dad's for the rest of the day. Will then be just me and parents as sister is away on holiday. Just Feeling down and a bit rubbish about it all. I've tried to be festive and plaster a smile on but actually I just feel rubbish about it all!