Sorry, I'm going to indulge myself for a moment ... it's my birthday on Sunday and it'll be just me and dd 15. We've nothing planned. I was hoping to spend with dp, but he's not well and doesn't like to go out anyway. My two eldest live abroad and are working on Sunday. Very few family left and all live far away, none bother about birthdays. No local friends except dp and few other friends, none bothered about birthdays again.
I know it's nothing important and I'll get over it, just having a bad day and feeling sad and lonely.
Probable youngest dd and I will go for pizza for something and watch a dvd. We're having an outing in London on Monday so I'll try and think of something nice we could do there.