need to know I can do this

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My partner attacked me today. We have a 4yo and I'm pregnant. I really loved him so much and now it is ruined.

I'm scared. Will I cope alone? Will I ever have sex again?! Just need to know it will be OK.

Sorry you are going through this.

I think the fact you are strong enough to make that decision means you are definitely strong enough to do it alone

Not sure about the sex though

Thanks. Good to be able to smile through the tears.

Just so sad he's ruined it all. I really loved him with all my heart.

It must be hard, you're doing the right thing though.

How are you doing today?

Thanks. It is hard. Hence me waking up now in the middle of the night!

Managed to go out for a little while today, which was good. Everything seems tiring and I have to force myself to eat. I haven't had any contact with him yet. I'm torn between wanting him to leave so I can go home and feeling overwhelmed at being in our house with him gone. No idea if he will make things easy or difficult.