So DH called & said he couldn't look after dd as he was feeling poorly. I had to go and pick her up thing is.... I have a big pile of essays to mark & now am feeling like a bad Mummy for not giving dd a nice wkd & bad teacher for not having got all these essays marked.... I tried to do both but seem to have failed.... Also - I feel like a bad human because I feel so unrested.... maybe it is just a January thing.... ug!!!!!!!