i am a lone parent. after a bitter break up with my dd's father i am left alone to look after everything. in other threads i saw 'why some women content doing all house work?'
i am doing everything myself like any lone parent. but the difference is i have nobody around to look after my dd for a couple of hrs. i have to face every pressure myself. but i find it so hard sometimes.
we broke up with her father cos of domestic violence. then he put me in such a situation that i have to blame myself for everything and he never tried to contact her. anyway him and his family and his friends played their game very well.
somedays are so difficult. my dd is not a so content child. she is demanding and after my attention 24/7.
that makes life so difficult.
and cos we had difficult times i couldnt concentrate on her dicipline very well and sometimes she really gives me hard time.
i feel under her pressure to much too. i have to entertain her, etc. it is very hard for me to go out with her, or to do something of home or of my own during her presence. thats so difficult.
i gave up having fun long time ago.
all i wish is to recover and to be my old self-dressing nice, go to work- but i dont know when will i be able to do that.
just tried to take out these from my chest.