a whole week's gone by

[keelyboo]

since that lazy worthless scumbag dumped his children!
not even a text to ask how they are, they are starting to miss him now as it has now been almost 2 weeks since they actually saw him, feel like im constantly fielding questions

BUT we are ok, they miss him but there is a calmness around the place they arent stressed or worried, and we had the best weekend so is some positives in all this.

I hate him though, how anyone can just walk away and just stop contact is beyond me

and i know hating him is a worthless energy but be gentle with me its sitll early days (and came after a whole heap of crap including an ongoing scare with ds's health)

If hating him gets you through then hate the bastard

Hopefully he'll stay away and you can get on with things and the hate will just fade ... or he'll come back, see sense, stop behaving like a prick, be responsible for his kids and be supportive to you ..

Yeah, just thought I'd throw that joke in ... cheer ya up

Take my hand. I'm in a shockingly similar position.

He suddenly left 18 days ago and has only asked after our 7 month old DS once in 9 days.

The anger and his disgusting behaviour making it easier for my...but my poor baby. I look at him when he sleeps and I cry.

It will get better. ????

Yes, It does get better ...

You can even get to a point where you pity your exs, really feel sorry for them and what they missed (whilst also being grateful to them for fucking off and letting you do it stress free) ... honestly, your kids are NOT missing out, one loving parent IS better than 2 stressy ones