Where have all the fit, interesting and available men gone (part 30)

[lilacisinlove]

Yay! I did it again!

lou :(

me and PM are writing a screenplay. had very nice email dialogue today about horrible fight between female lead and her soon-to-be ex. was describing the awful sex they have in contrast to how sex clearly should be, (oh! tender, romantic, emotional - how things go 'wrongh', it really doesn't matter - it's a conspiracy that no-one else knows about...) therefore laying the inferance that should PM & I ever go there, oh! it would be...rrrr!

lovely friend from 20 years ago staying over tonight after dinner, therefore i have a handsome man to accompany me on the train tomorrow morning. hah! take that train man!

You lot are a shocking influence and i am stealth-snape

although i think i might have been caught. but there is now photographic evidence of train-man. for me to wank over (cough!) look at.

oooohhhhhhh.
you need to send it to us on facebook for us all to perve over.
please :)

Text TB last night, no reply. Thats off then.
Have set up date with buddist for 2 weeks time. cant be arsed.

I am seriously condisering wiping my profiles and going on a dating stike.

lol at took

it's the berry colour one i like

snape you must send the evidence on FB we need to see him!

tookool, :( but I know how you feel. Next friday's date also appears to be ignoring me, was online last night but didnt reply to my email, so not looking good. and has the effect of making me dwell on WM, and how if only I was thin and prettier, WM would have been interested in me and I wouldn't have to worry about all this

:( is all quite crap really!

sponge you are pretty!!!
(i can't remember your fb name though sorry )

Hi to everyone, haven't had chance to catch up. Had an awful week, am going out for tea tonight, just me and DD. Seeing EV on Saturday night, think I need a good night out on the town so will drive over and stop the night.

hi you hoep the week finishes on a better note for you xx

*hope

hi all - haven't had an awful week sorry to hear about those who have esp Lou- hope both dogs are ok.

Eve - weekend sounds good for you - I like a sleepover every now and again

Snape - have I missed photo of train man? Are you in SE London (if it's not giving too much away)?

TK - was TB going to be new underwear man?

But this week seems to have gone so fast - I declared it an admin week at work when I would catch up on paperwork and emails but so far haven't achieved as much as I could have done.

Had to work from home yesterday as DS1 had anxiety/stomach pains/lost appetite and not much sleep so I let him stay home. In his last test he felt sick and dizzy and school have agreed he can sit at back of hall in future.

DS2 got good report except for handwriting - we now have to crack on with getting him ready to view and apply for secondary school.

Which as we know is a complete minefield as some schools in my borough are complete no gos in terms of area and desirability.

Feel more relaxed about it though than I did with ds1 even though no sibling policy.

jsut posting quickly before i really have to dash off for the bus .... (will catch up later hopefully )

I GOT THE NEW HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[GRIN][GRIN][GRIN][GRIN][GRIN][GRIN]

oops

aurora!! outstanding! well done!! :) :) :) :)

sincitylover yes. good grief, were you on a train this morning and the woman standing-in-front-of-you- took-a-pic-of-the-punky-guy-sitting-in-the-corner-and you-thought-'crazed-psychopath'-and-backed-away-a-little-even-though-it-was-a-very-very-crowded-train- and-the-fact-that-he-looked-up-at-the-unmistakable-sound-of-an-iphone-camera-clicking-means-NOTHING-because-that-could-have-been-anyone.

right?

sending an fb to took, sponge i can't remember your real name(!) sorry! if anyone else is interested in my sad little stalkinghabits, please message me on fb or inbox me here if we are not yet friends on fb and i'll add you.

hang on!

'....how if only I was thin and prettier, WM would have been interested in me and I wouldn't have to worry about all this blush '

...i have NEVER heard such NONSENSE in my LIFE! :) physical attraction is one thing, but it's not everything. Lust passes, people age and grow fat and saggy and if someone only liked you because 'you' were thin and pretty then you'll be spending too long worrying about when he will leave you for a thinner/prettier model. stuff that.

aurora - great news (that's two bits of good news in two days - my friends daughter got into school of choice)

Snape - no don't get train to work lol - go on boat (where I did have boatman for a while but then had grim realisation he was clone of exh and also very skinny)

now i just need to worry about everyone else on the train knowing what I'm up to. :)

Snape - am initials AO on FB, picture of 2 children on a beach (taken there by Ex-P, paid for by me...!)

I know the thin/pretty thin is silly, WM is terribly shallow though. V gorgeous but shallow. And I know he is exactly the sort of man I would never feel pretty enough for, even if I did ever get to go out with him....not that theres any chance of that.

well done re house aurora!

gotcha! :) let me know if it's sent - it's not showing up in my messages and i worry that i've (1) sent it to took twice! (lucky took!) & (2) sent it to someone incredibly inappropriate by mistake

sponge - now i remember you

i knew it was too good to last. i still have house but on the way to ballet, dd asked if her dad had said anything about moving - i thought it was what had already been said. only it wasn't. he feckless arrogant fuckwit-- has been talking to her without mentioning it to me first about her still seeing me which, in his language, means dd staying with him and seeing me every other weekend [sad i foudn it really difficult to bond with her when she was born, i couldn't even name her myself - he picked her first name(didn't believe she was his, didn't even want her if she had downs and expected me to abort if she did - even though my aunty (RIP aunty) was downs and expected me to face my family on my own if i did, made me have test at docs because he trusted them more than me to do the test properly adn wouldn't believe me until the receptionist told him that home tests were now 'better' than docs ...) i always knew he would try to take her away from me and now the fuckwit has said to dd about her living with him. wtf do i do???????

Aurora.

i know this is really difficult, because you automatically go into panic-mode, but please don't freak out just yet. How old is DD? how long have you and XP been seperated? How often does he see her at present? is DD still able to attend same school etc if/when you move? are you junping to conclusions at all? ( i don't mean that to sound as harsh as it does, you know what i mean - would the feckless arrogant fuckwit man mean something else?)

sometimes people say stuff to children thatthey have NO intention of carrying out. (by which i mean, 'not us') My boys missed where we used to live. My ex offered for them to live with him, without saying a word to me, despite his inability to house our DD while she is doing her exams because his gfis a fucking bitch and you know what? nothing else has been said about it - at all.

in my case, it's a guilty-dad-promising-thiings-he-can't-deliver to make himself feel better. sod all about what the DCs want.

she is nearly 6.
about 3 and half years now
only if we catch the bus at half 7 in the morning, and i spend a fortune on bus fare 12 for me for a week's pass, not sure about dd's fare.
sadly not jumping to conclusions at all, that's the kind of guy he is.

he has also been promising to take her away on holiday for the past 3 and half years. to portugal - the exact same area where madeline mccann went missing, no holiday; same with hamster for over 2 years, still no hamster.

and she was previously excited about moving to nicer house, she ahs seen the outside of it, until the fecker put his 2pennorth in

right i have to go now dd's class will be finishing soon, thansk snape
will try and post again 2moro night mixed feelings ...

SNAPE.
FUCK ME HE IS LUSH.
i am jealous. really. Confirms my beliefe you have very good taste in men. i would.
i also cant believe he is looking right at you... lol
how on earth did you get away with that>
Surely its a talking point now???
lol. you have cheered me up no end.
:)

sponge - it is pooh. Today i have also had fatness/uglyness thoughts. Esp as the guy needed of even brought me a drink, i was quite prepared to just shag him and that be that. Seems im not even good enough for a one night stand now.
as a consolation prize i have worn my new underwear all day ( yes it was underwear man) and brought a big bag of mini eggs on the way home. which i shall eat, while sitting on the sofa wearing my dressing gown. Fuck you dating life!!! lol

star - congrats on the house. secondly, dont panic.i second what snape says.

lou, hows the dogs? Cannot believe what happed to your second one as well.

anyway - this mornings ( and last nights... due to lack of sleep) bad moods have gone. I was in a foul mood. thikning i wasnt even good enough for a one night stand. AND i was going to cause a huge row with mr big too. Not for any reason, just for being angry at men i think.

Its just another example of male fuckwittery. I seriously doubt i will ever meet anyone decent ever off online dating. its just full of too many people with hidden agendas.It is very very difficult to stay positive and upbeat about it all i think.

anyway - going for another perve over 'sex on legs train man' as i have no renamed him.