Why am I doing this to myself fgs ??

[MrsMorgan]

I have got invloved with someone I shouldn't have and now I want them here all the time and that is never ever going to happen.

How the hell did I get here. I am a normal, brightish person yet i am behaving like a complete idiot.

wouldnt say a complete idiot - tho definately a bit of a numpty:o as i tend to do the same myself - but managing not to of late...

Lol yes definitely a numpty.

Oh well, it's not like there is anything I can even do about it, so will just move on, or try to lol.