And more of the same in 2022! Lost my dm less than a fortnight ago and df has terminal cancer with a few months to live! Tried to be as upbeat as possible (after lots of Wine) but it’s been a crap 2 years! Was hoping for better next year but not sure how to do that! Anyone experiencing similar? Want to look to the light but feels v dark (not religious btw!). Have young children and done my best today for them and df but don’t feel there’s much to look forward to!