I am a victim of domestic abuse and just been through a finding of facts hearing where i was forced to come face to face with my abuser and relive and talk about the allegations i made against him to prevent access with my 11month old baby which he initially took me to court over. The findings went against me and now i am being forced to agree to contact immediately without any safe guarding in place my x has not seen the baby for almost a year how is this in the baby's best interest to start contact with a stranger to him. Also if i am currently on legal aid at what point does it run out with the new rules being enforced in april will it be when i am ordered to grant access??? any information anyone has i will be truly grateful.