Have cnahged back to my original name,
for those who knew my situation, and sent me congrats and good luck, I started bleeding today, tested and pg is no more.
I feel absolutely devastated, despite thinking i was managing to stay emotionally detatched, given my situation.
I know something was probably wrong, but please no was fate, at least you don't have to tell dh, (from a rl "friend"), you can try again, I just feel shit and it's christmas day tomorrow.
Just wanted to let off steam, somewhere safe.
thanks.x