...got so tired they've started crying and then not stopped for over three hours? And drank some cheap crappy brandy bought to feed the Christmas cake? And then kicked herself for feeling so tired and dizzy (as drunk nothing for last few years) she feels she would be stupid to drive her children anywhere to get out of the house? Not sure what the hell is wrong with me today, but it's not fun, I can tell you! (Four DC's btw - all under 5.5y - youngest is 3m)