A little update for you all…
(Hope John is doing better Lisa!)
After being positive for the first time on this whole ‘journey’ on Monday after we managed to get 17 eggs yesterday was a huge punch in the face when the clinic told us only 2 of them were mature enough and were the only 2 to fertilise.
Most of the other had only just matured so the casing protecting them was to hard too remove. Even ICSI wouldn’t of worked.
Doctor said that they would prefer to have more as we are a freeze all cycle and some embryos don’t survive the process so he would of liked more 😔
We were absolutely devastated, my eyes still sting from crying.
We are waiting for a day 3 call tomorrow to see how they are getting on but all my positivity has just gone.
I really didn’t want to do that whole process again.
I feel so sad about it all.
I know we still have 2 and should be grateful for that but I just have this feeling in the pit of my stomach that they may not make it.
Sorry for the rambling but its the only place I know where people will just get it.
My family have been amazing and so supportive but the general consensus is its ok we can do it again. If only it was that easy.