Right then, wow what a day to be out all day!
elizabeth welcome back not only to the forum but to the land of the living it seems! What a horrible time for you. As someone who has been in a similar situation weak, unable to wash myself as an adult from being perfectly fine a few weeks before, trust me, it gets better, u will be yourself again, feel right again, & feel ok enough to face those injections again- it's shit that they let you be at risk of OHSS, with so many follicles it was a very big risk, my NHS clinic cancels any cycle with over 20 follies. But FET success rates are v good & less invasive, could be done unmediated perhaps & when u are fully better. 3 day embryos of good quality successes are also good so I'm told, not as high as blastos of course but what's to say they would have made it to blasto?? Concentrate on getting better, your babies will be waiting 
Atik u asked about my treatment for so long- I 1st had skin cancer in 2011 & by the time my GP took me seriously enough so as to remove mole it had spread. I had a treatment then that I had massive side effects to & nearly killed me, ended up in hospital for 3 months but the cancer was all clear at that point but the side effects gave life changing effects (& impacted my fertility I now know), as it had spread there was always a 50/50 chance of it coming back & after 3.5yrs it did, st all points I asked to get my eggs frozen prior to chemo but was told my treatment "is not eligible as it's not normal chemo & we can address that in the future" by that time I'd fallen in love, talking marriage & kids with (now) DH, & they found metastatic tumours in lungs & neck at same time despite being clear on scan 2 months before. He proposed & I got told I had to start treatment or I wouldn't last a year, started this treatment I've now been on every 3 weeks for over 2 years now & tumours basically completely in remission...it was a 2 year course but I was fast tracked as no other treatment or surgery available & so I either stay on it & keep on until find something else to keep tumours at bay or if I stop it to try & carry a child (for instance) I lose my eligibility for it & have to pay privately for it. That costs £5816 every 3 weeks 
so my consultant asked NHS England & the drug company for an "agreed break" to do IVF to get embryos where we found my AMH v low eggs poor & have 2 embryos, but then had to go straight back on it. So there you go, I can't stop it to carry a child so had to go to surrogacy & my friend stepped in. Feel very pissed off with the NHS for not letting me do it sooner!!
Hopefully no one I know is on this!!!