FloralPuddles
I find it stranger that Oscar talks of "I would have opened the curtains, I would of got the fan...etc" it's like he is saying what he would have done in his story, instead of "I opened the curtains, I ran to the door".
It's like he is telling us what he would have done instead of what he did do.
YY that's what I wrote upthread too. I found it very strange, and I think it points to him lying. As if he can't out and out say "I DID open the curtains", so he fudges it a bit.
Similarly, he seems unable to bring himself to say "I killed Reeva" he keeps saying "I took her life". As if he's just simply unable to admit those words, which is understandable I guess. But I do wonder if he's scared of saying those words as it might not 'sound good'.
I don't know - if it was me, and I had done this terrible thing in genuine error - I would be saying it straight and clear. I killed her, I did this terrible thing. This is exactly how that came to be... and he's just not doing that.