Hi all
Thank you so much for your wishes the other day.
I cant sleep so I thought I would have a look in here. It has been a shit few days here. DS1 is staying at a special needs school so they can see what he is like with them. Its his 2nd night there. Though he has been a real pain and life for us all has been so hard and upsetting with him around like he has been but I missing him loads. Hes never really been away from me apart from on few days holiday with mum. We are not to call him which is really hard. They want to see what he does without us being around at all. His school teacher thinks it is something to do with having to do things as this is when he is at his worst at school, and now hes is just doing all of this to try and stop thing happening that he does not want to do. The only good thing so far is that we are not having to be careful around him. At times it was like we (all of us) could not do anything right for him.
The social worker is nice though, (for once) She is even going to look into us getting some us help around the house, well getting mum some help really with looking after us. If mum was not here then I could have someone here all the time and it would be paid for or something, so the S/W does not see why mum can not have some help. I just feel so useless and taking up more of mums time then is needed. The last year I have not done much at all and mum has done everything. I dont know what I would have done without her being here for us. We have not heard from my real mum but my dad phoned once. He was so caring for the first ten minutes of the call, then he asked if I could give him some money!! He said I must be getting loads now that Im ill and I could give him some of it!! He has never helped me when things were hard. I would not help him if I did have loads of money.
This is a bit me me me.
I have read some threads but cant remember much now.
My {{{hugs}}} go to anyone who are ill, sad, having a hard time of things, happy, full of the joys of spring. So everyone gets hugs Loads of {{{{hugs}}}} for all DC
Take care all
Night night or should it be Morning?
HN xxXxx