dizzy pleased ds back home and you're makinging progress with his situation. cq thinking of you, children growing up without a mummy makes me cry just thinking about it. Cancer is a horrible horrible disease that touches so many, neenok amazing news about dh and a well deserved meal out, fantastic. Waiting for scan results or doctor appts are an anxious time, SIL has been battling for last couple of years (as well as bastard pct who wouldn't pay for original treatment) she went for result last week and told treatment is working, she's still got a long way to go and tumours still there, but shrinking, hurrah. Bless her, its the first time in so long that results have been good, so there's light at the end of the tunnel.
As for me - routines completed - I do use lists at home, but not on here, all MN'ing completed on phone using one finger, so lists take too long, will also explain the often appalling spelling or randomness of words.
In addition - phoned and booked dd on swimming lessons course, starting this sat - dh to take her for some daddy and daughter time.
Phoned repair people for dishwasher, broken down again (first time on Xmas day, fully loaded, marvellous)
Phoned breastfeeding counsellor - not in, hopefully speaking to them tomorrow, issues re bf ds, been fine for 5 months but not sure how much he's taking on now.....
Main Ta da = sorting under our stairs, much of this consisted of moving crap to kitchen so dh can take to his craphouse aka the garage. Didn't feel as satisfying as I hoped, but ateast its done.
As per my first ever attempt of menu planning this week, did a baked risotto. Am not blessed in coooking department, so far efforts have been edible, today dh informed me that it tasted of sick, not a flavour I was going for. Told him he will be tasting same dish next week, as u perfect and tweak them, maybe next time I may hold off on the parmesan.
linzer before ds, I had attempted 30 day shred a couple of times, did finish it once, but after about 3 false starts of 10/12 day shreds. No shredding for me today, tend to find if I don't do it first thing, will ebbs away. Unlikely to fit it in tomorrow either, although for rhe first time ever, ds and dd, napped in their own rooms (nor on me for ds, this is progress) At The Same Time, amazing.
Comments on.dieting/looking after yourself, why do I find it absolutely impossible to drink water? It's free ffs and readily available, often try and fail to have the bottle out, to remind me, but always fail, do manage lots of coffee though.
Chocolate - generally, don't have a sweet tooth, never buy any when I'm out or at supermarket, when its open and in my house, different rules apply, I'm like a woman possessed. Last easter dd was given 6 easter eggs - she was 1 and I knew she wouldn't be eating all of them, but they sat there taunting me. Had to get dh to hide them, but in a momentbof weakness went on rampage trying to find the stash, he was crap at hiding them, so quickly worked way through them, dh can have a bit, wrap it back up and put it away, and not think about it again, this is a sheer impossiblilty for me.
Anyway, ds has stopped feeding, so off to bed again, likely to be woken again around 3, rubbish
Night all