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I’m going to give up on holidays…

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solidnwardar · 20/08/2025 22:40

We’re going home early again from another holiday - 3rd year on the trot. DS is autistic and despite him knowing everything about holidays and really wanting to go, he becomes a rude, horrible person to be around and refuses to do / see / eat anything and once again he’s complaining that he never wanted to come and we forced him and this was the worst holiday ever.

Holidays are SO expensive. I feel really sad, flat and unhappy that another year of saving up and endlessly thinking about everyone’s needs has still left everyone miserable. We haven’t seen much of where we’ve been and are skipping one whole segment of the holiday to fly home early.

I'm done. I would say I’m saving for when he’s left home but he probably won’t. Holidays are overrated aren’t they?!

OP posts:
IsSheorIsntShe · 22/08/2025 04:35

because we go to the same very small holiday home ,each time we go it's less stressful than the last

Same here. It's not adventurous but it works.

piscofrisco · 22/08/2025 04:39

solidnwardar · 21/08/2025 02:15

Thank you for all the solidarity - you ASD mums really get it. He’s 14. Specialist school but highly intelligent. Wants to be and do ‘normal’
but absolutely falls apart anywhere without all of his usual stuff / food / routine. But
cant see that’s his ASD and puts all the blame on everyone / everything else.

We’ve tried all the types of holidays - UK and abroad, villa / complex / cruise etc - all hated
for different reasons and constantly trying to avert meltdowns in a new environment.

ill be going home and straight back to work also on the verge. I’m quite tearful now as it’s just hit home on this trip just how disabled he is and just how much the world is not set up for him and he’s probably going to spend his life in his bedroom 😢

All I want is a relaxing holiday where someone else looks after us for a bit. Can’t leave him behind as no one else can cope with him and I don’t really have anyone I’d want to go on holiday with except DH!

This jumped out to me - the bit about ‘can't leave him behind as no one else can cope with him’. I have worked for 20 years with children and adults with LD and PD. I can’t stress enough how important it is that you do find someone or somewhere that will allow you respite. You cannot pour from an empty cup. But also as you and DH get older there is every possibility you will not, due to age or possible infirmity, or let’s face it, death (at some point we hope in the very far future!), be able to look after him.
I currently manage a farm where adults with LD and kids who cannot manage mainstream school attend for the day,and work with support to care for the animals and the land. Brilliant on lots of levels but a key one is that it exposes them to being away from their traditional care givers. It’s good preparation for the future. Not all of them enjoy it as first. Some never fully do. But the experience it gives them and the break for their parents is vital in terms of their future planning.
I know that DS might reject this sort of idea, or the idea of being away from you and you might feel racked with guilt but I would urge you to not give up on the idea of finding him someone or somewhere that can look after him (even if it’s not 100 per cent his thing) so you get a break.

TwinklyRoseTurtle · 22/08/2025 04:58

Currently having the same issue with my
child who is ND. On a luxury 5 star holiday we both really looked forward too. We are here, done no planned activities not even the pool that they normally love. I’ve shed many tears privately. It’s so tough, I just want to enjoy a holiday. I will be taking a few short trips alone next year, lucky I have supportive family but won’t be the same without my child but it’s come to a point I need a holiday- this feels very stressful and I want to fly home but child is refusing. I get it OP 🥺.

IShouldNotCoco · 22/08/2025 05:05

Quitelikeit · 20/08/2025 23:11

I don’t think this rude child deserves a holiday!

What does he want to do? Sit on the iPad?

In these circumstances I would be trying to tailor the holiday and destination to the tastes of said child

Also I’m sure he loves to do something so that would be compromised if he continued to be difficult

spectrum and especially if he has a certain level of IQ he will have the capacity to behave

Ableist post showing you know nothing whatsoever about autism. 🙄

IShouldNotCoco · 22/08/2025 05:09

My kids are autistic and if we go on holiday, they are usually unsettled for the first day or two, wanting to go home etc. but after that, they settle in.

@solidnwardar have you tried preparing him for where you are going for 2/3 months beforehand? I have found that this seems to help in our case. They simply feel like a fish out of water and as you say, he’s blaming everyone / everything else.

IShouldNotCoco · 22/08/2025 05:12

Also, does he have headphones? My autistic 16 year old dd copes with a lot by having her headphones on all the time when we are out of the house.

kinkytoes · 22/08/2025 05:30

I thought this was normal, my kids complain every time we leave the house let alone holidays.

They would quite happily live their lives glued to the laptop or gaming console.

Unfortunately their virtual life is more appealing to them than anything real life can offer, and a holiday takes them right away from that. It's very sad.

DH and I just expect the backlash and try to rise above it.

Luckyingame · 22/08/2025 05:40

I gave up on holidays at 45 for many reasons, practical and personal. It's not even worth packing anymore. 🙄

jeaux90 · 22/08/2025 07:08

OP I am so sorry. What works for DD16 are the swim up rooms at the medium sized AI places. If she gets overwhelmed by the pool (sometimes it’s loud music or kids shouting) we can go back to the room and she can have quiet time but still be in the pool.

jeaux90 · 22/08/2025 07:09

What I forgot to also add was the swim up rooms also mean if they need a strop in their room you also get to sit out and use the pool.

TalulaHalulah · 22/08/2025 07:13

I don’t have any helpful advice aside from some hugs and sympathy 💐
I hope you can work out even a small break for yourself.

itsabeautifuldayjuly · 22/08/2025 07:15

For me, screen time is very relaxed for my autistic 12 year old. He spends a lot of time on screens during holidays- and that’s ok!!!!
Holidays are for parents his younger brother, for him its about feeling secure - and if it takes the ipad, so be it.
He tends to do one pre-planned low key activity with us (at 8:30 we are going to the beach. We are going to wear xyz, …)
He comes for meals, but doesn’t have to eat (and can be on his phone).
Usually after a couple of days, screen time goes down without prompting.
Successes from our last long weekend: he ate in a restaurant (chicken nuggets, but he ate), one evening he played chess with us instead of being on his phone, and he tried a new drink.

thirdistheonewiththehairychest · 22/08/2025 09:45

unsurewhattodoaboutit · 21/08/2025 03:46

We had a few years of it with our older child. Now she’s 25 and I can go away with her. She’s ND and it wasn’t easy when she was a teen.

You don't know how encouraging this is to read! We're on day 6 of 7 here and struggling. Can't wait to get home 😢

Itsnoteasybeingcheesey · 22/08/2025 09:51

I feel your pain. My high functioning ASD teen also ruins holidays. She can’t help it but it doesn’t make it easier for anyone else. Am thankful that my sister is taking my youngest away with her family for a couple of days. She can finally revel in some holiday joy without having to accommodate her sister!

wizzywig · 22/08/2025 10:02

@piscofrisco I know your post comes with the best intentions, but a one day/ short respite service that you offer is so different to living with asd kids. Id love to know what your business is though incase its near to me x

I find the boredom and monotony of routine so soul destroying. My asd kids all have different needs. One loves spontaneous instagrammy stuff, ones a hermit, ones profoundly impacted by his asd. Doing things separately is great short term. Before you know it, you havent been away as a family in years.

piscofrisco · 22/08/2025 10:08

@wizzywig they come regularly -some 4 days a week x we are in east herts

MightyGoldBear · 22/08/2025 10:12

DoodleLug · 21/08/2025 00:18

We gave up on 'proper' holidays very quickly.

Centreparcs is all that works, mine only relax in the accommodation so we can nip out multiple times for activities or meals and they know we'll be back soon. It also never changes which reduces their anxiety, we even always book the same cabin.

Realise this doesn't sound like a holiday! But if the purpose is to get away from home and routine, spend time together and have some nice experiences it can tick the boxes. If ds is old enough to be left alone you can get 9ut on local sight seeing too.

This is also what we do with great success. This and a cheap but cheerful self catering cottage. It's essential the same holiday every year with minor changes. It's just the only way for now.

We find we can't too long days out but being able to decompress mid day back at the lodge/cottage allows for another afternoon trip. Keeping things simple is the answer for us. Expectations very very low.

Saying that they all got nurovirus last time we went centre parcs so even the best laid plans can go to shit 😂

Fluffypotatoe123987 · 22/08/2025 10:52

Leave him at home or with someone and you and husband enjoy holidays

Branleuse · 22/08/2025 11:45

I think 3× of having to come home early would put me off too.
Id stay much closer to home from now on for shorter periods.

Depending on his age and stage, id be talking to him about being realistic about what he actually enjoys and can manage happily. Its about knowing himself and acceptance.

Our family is all autistic. Both me and dh and our 3 teen/adult kids
My holiday tips are

Holidays should be in low or mid season because fewer people, less crowded. Less hot, less money , less pressure.

Most successful holidays are the ones with no pressure to be busy.
Access to a pool or beach . Close enough to a town that you could go out for a meal or a wander quite easily if you want,

Tbh the best ones have been eurocamp type places where there are some teen friendly activities, a pool , and its scenic, or something like centerparcs.

The one they all keep going on about was a few years ago where we had a caravan in Croatia in the final week before they closed down in October. The sea temperature was perfect, the park was quiet, the roads were quiet. There were loads of cats around who adopted us.

I think that summer holidays are better for local days out, because everywhere is so busy, its more important to be able to decompress in your own space with your own things at the end of a day.

Needlenardlenoo · 22/08/2025 11:51

It's a good tip to go in the last week of the season.

We went to Zante/Zakynthos in October half term last year in the final week of their season ?with Tui). It was gorgeous, warm and there was still plenty to do.

LittleGreenMen · 22/08/2025 11:56

solidnwardar · 21/08/2025 15:26

Thank you everyone. It’s been really REALLY helpful having the solidarity and just what I needed. I feel a little better today as we set off for home. I’m limited to what I can do with other people. There isn’t really anyone I’d want to go on holiday with but a solo holiday might be an option.

DS Is a challenge. He doesn’t want quiet / open beaches / long walks etc as he says it’s boring. He wants something he can’t really cope with but doesn’t know what that is…..tbh
im done talking to him about holidays / trips / outings and am just taking it off the table now.

OP what are his special interests? Could you plan a holiday around that?

I would recommend solo holidays! I used to do that a lot before children but can’t now sadly because I’m a lone parent.

Both of my two have ASD (as do I) but they love holidays (as do I!). It just takes careful planning. Taxi to airport and then special assistance so that there is no queuing/ noise and time in crowds of people is minimised. Both use loops in the airport to reduce noise further and we always go outside of school holidays when it’s less busy.

We always go for at least two weeks because it takes them several days to settle into being somewhere new and they spend several days sad about the holiday ending/ worrying about the journey home so if going for a week we’d only have a day or two there truly relaxed!

Always a taxi after the airport to go to the hotel and then straight to the hotel room for quiet time to readjust and recover from the journey.

We do AI holidays which I’d never done prior to kids. That means I don’t have to worry about wasted food if they dislike something. No buffets though: too busy and noisy and overwhelming: I prebook the á la carte restaurants for the same time every day so we can settle into a routine, although sometimes we cancel and get room service and do a movie night in the bedroom.

They are happiest being on the beach or in the pool all day. For kids with ASD all of normal life is about meeting other people’s demands and schedules to their own detriment so holidays should be respite from this with no obligations. Being in a hotel means they can go to pool/ beach and in a few mins be back in their quiet space in the hotel room for a break, then go back. It also means no hassle about food shopping or cleaning etc.

Going outside of school holidays means pools/ beaches are much quieter so not overwhelmed by people and noise. Having a swim up pool also worked well in case one wants to rest and one swim (younger than yours so can’t leave either alone).

I will usually plan one or two trips out but in the middle of the holiday and flexible on day, and to well-researched places where we can go for a just a few hours and come back if we want. Usually hire a car from hotel or get taxis depending on distance: no coach trips or things like that which would involve time pressures and other people. The main focus really is on relaxing from all of the demands of daily life and spending time with each other but also acknowledging that each of us needs space and quiet breaks in the day.

I ensure I run them through exactly what will happen on journeys etc step by step before we go and show them photos of what the hotel and rooms etc will look like beforehand so it doesn’t feel quite so alien when they arrive. Go through menus of the various restaurants at the hotel with them in advance so they can plan which foods they would like to try. Make sure it’s a hotel with really comfortable beds, choice of pillows and duvets (none of this awful sheets instead of duvets business!!) and take a lot of luggage so they can bring things they need for familiarity from home.

It is expensive doing it all in this way but it’s pointless and not relaxing otherwise. I’d love to be able to take them on 3 or 4 cheaper breaks per year instead of £££ on something that works but ultimately I want to ensure we have happy holiday memories and enjoy the time we are away, and we do by doing it like this (including me) and all look forward to it so much, crippling as it is financially to get somewhere decent. IKOS in particular have been brilliant at accommodating my children’s needs with kind and understanding staff who don’t complain or eye roll about getting them the right pillows or facilitating booking appropriate rooms or bringing breakfast as room service, making adjustments to their meals etc etc. It is yet another way that having access to normal experiences in a manageable way is more expensive for autistic people, whereas in other circumstances we could book a cheap apartment near a beach for a fraction of the cost and it’d be fine. DS may think he wants to do X and Y but you know his limitations so you may have to be inventive about finding ways to incorporate some of the things he requests without it becoming overwhelming. Theme parks several times in one holiday, for example, sounds like a LOT given such places are full of people, queues, noise, lights?

Going on the overnight ferry to France and driving to a hotel also works, if you get a nice cabin so again there is somewhere to retreat to that is quiet and peaceful.

I really want to take them both on safari but I know that will be far more challenging logistically to do in a way that works for them, with enough downtime in between trips out etc. Would certainly need a decent length beach trip afterwards for us all to recover and rest!

I hope you find a way of doing it that works for you because happy holiday memories can be such a precious thing for all of you. And definitely take a holiday on your own if you’re in a position to do that with a DH to care for him! No chance of that here so my advice is to take that opportunity!! Then you can put fewer expectations on any holiday that you take with DS as you’ll have been able to do what you want when you go away alone.

wizzywig · 22/08/2025 14:36

piscofrisco · 22/08/2025 10:08

@wizzywig they come regularly -some 4 days a week x we are in east herts

Thank you for responding. Would you mind pm'ing the name of your business please? Thanks

FriedFalafels · 22/08/2025 15:10

Holiday with an ASD kid can be hard. I’ve found what works best for us is

  • Lots of prep videos of where we’re going and what we’re doing
  • All the snacks, she can live off them if needed. Our most recent break rotated around pasta pesto for lunch/dinner and snacks. Before that was chicken nuggets every night. Someone wouldn’t think she was an adventurous eater back home and there’s not a chicken nugget in sight at home
  • Most of all, keeping trips short. 2-4 nights. Any longer and we are better having much longer, with full on rest days every 3 days - I try to avoid these where possible. In this case, the snack situation doesn’t work so I need to be self catering so I can cook her safe foods whilst travelling but then that doesn’t equal to a break for me
TaimGoMaith1000 · 24/08/2025 22:22

Happy to be home. Yay.

Question for you all. Do you have any way of connecting with others about the challenges of raising ND kids as sadly holiday challenges aren't the only thing we face and everyone I know just doesn't understand.

BillyWind · 25/08/2025 18:40

TaimGoMaith1000 · 24/08/2025 22:22

Happy to be home. Yay.

Question for you all. Do you have any way of connecting with others about the challenges of raising ND kids as sadly holiday challenges aren't the only thing we face and everyone I know just doesn't understand.

Living life with an ND child, nevermind just the holidays, is something that most people just will not understand unless they've lived it.
IME most people try to be kind and empathetic but the little things, and how stressful even getting to a , for example, pub can be. Getting ready, driving there with a child obsessed with tunnels, out the car into a busy loud place, sitting down to a family table of 8 only to realise that they've seated you right next to the toilets and the hand driers can be heard from the table... that's it, game over. We need to leave as DS feels anxious and unsafe.

My family generally are lovely people but they still think we mollycoddle our child. What they don't understand is that we have spent so much time and energy building up trust getting him to go to new places with the reassurance that IF something happens and he asks to leave, we will leave.
DS doesn't ask to go unless genuinely upset. We want to keep that trust so we go. Family smile but think we could've tried to persuade him.
It's kind of the background effort that we put in that NT families dont get, i feel.
Speaking to other ND families helps x