That's it really, Im gutted.
Applied for Early Years teaching with QTS and they didn't even want to meet me, I'm doing an Access to Teaching at the moment.
I don't click at all with my lecturer and I'm worried he's written a bad reference for m because he showed the rest of the group what he'd written for them but he didn't show me 
I'm now terrified that I'll be turned down by the other 2 choices 
I have got 2 spaces on my application so I can apply for other courses later but the only other degree I would do is the Special needs degree which doesn't relate that well to my personal statement, which started, 'I am so passionate about becoming a teacher because....'
Really struggling to stay motivated now 