I cannot understand why so many women put up with verbally abusive cheating men, who put you down on a regular basis. Say it's all in your head and get over it. I was married to a controlling man, sex was on his terns and always demanded. He made me feel worthless and used. I walked away. Best decision I ever made. He cried and said sorry but just repeated the bad behaviour.
Put a value on yourself girls, you deserve better.