Evening! Today's been better, but then during the day is normally not too bad cos I'm busy. It's the evenings after ds is in bed that are hard...
Thanks, ladies, for all your support, and you're right both of you, cc and mll. I would stink around my baby if I'd smoked, in fact, it was in my 'personal statement' for stopping smoking. And I do try just to look at the short term, but it's hard when you get those cravings!!
I had, for some reason, a whole bunch of really bad cravings yesterday, and was properly fed up, so went and spent £15 on munchies. Felt much better afterwards! But still annoyed my dh with 'we could've bought three packets of fags with that'! It doesn't seem to be getting any easier yet
Well, it's another day down. Well on the way to two weeks now, and I am very aware of the fact that if I smoke, it'll be disgusting, I'll hate myself, and I'll have to go through all this again. No point really!!
See, today, I'm in a good mood, so it's easier to tell myself, and anyone who'll listen(!!!) why it's such a good thing I've stopped smoking. lol Don't know how long it'll last though... Minutes, hours, days months, who knows? We'll take it one day at a time, eh?