I hate it its friggin agony!
The pain is with me every frigggin day. And it can get very intense that i just want to cut myself open and rip my insides out!!
My consultant has been fab.
His got me an urgent scan for tomorrow night. And im not ungrateful but i am bricking it. Its an internal scan and i just know its gonna hurt like hell!! My poor dh has forgooton what sex is its so painfull.
but doc needs to know where it all is so he knows if he can get away with doing it by keyhole or he will have to open up my old scarring. But problem is my scar is actually 5 ols scars. 4 c-sections and endometriosis cysts removed 7 years back.
Every top notch pain killer he prescribes makes me sick. And i really dont fancy the hormone implants. Commin side effects are all the symptons of the menopause and your voice can change. Do not want to talk gruff
Am going to beg the sonographer tp be extra gently with me. Failing that to get me some super duper drugs!