... then what is it?
I've been having major problems breastfeeding - it's got to the point that DD won't feed at all. She'll latch on then a minute, or sometimes a few seconds later, she'll pull off, often crying. I also have shooting pains deep in my breast, all the way to my armpits, itchy patches and my nipples have a burning pain for a few hours after (trying to) feed. I've also had to go on antibiotics twice because of mastitis. The breastfeeding counsellor and health visitor have told me the only explanation is thrush (they checked my latch and it's fine), but my doctors (I've seen two different ones) have done swabs on DD and me and nothing has turned up. There was even blood on my DD's face last week which came out from her mouth whilst feeding - don't know if it came from me or her. So, something is definitely wrong, but because the swabs aren't turning anything up, I can't get a prescription from the doctor. I've been trying to make due with Dactarin oral gel on my nipples, which has helped a bit, but I don't think it will get rid of the thrush.
I REALLY want to breastfeed, especially as DD is only 8 weeks, but it's impossible at the moment. I'm expressing, but find it impossible to express for every feed, so I'm having to top her up with formula and as a result, my supply is dwindling. Any suggestions?