Will try to cut this short.
Saw a Dr about this mole 2 years ago but he said it's fine don't worry. I had PND at the time and a large part of it was health anxiety and I got myself in a right mess worrying about this mole. Anyway got PND sorted and anxiety about mole went away.
Last week saw Dr about a different mole that had gone a bit scabby. That mole is fine but I showed her the other mole that I had previously been worried about and she has said she wants to remove it. (She's dermatolagist and will do it at the surgery)
Am absolutely shitting myself now that I may have had a cancerous mole for a long time. Have tried to keep calm but all the anxiety is flooding back.