I am a complete hypocondriac,

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I have been absolutley exhausted for a really long time now, sleeping for 12 hours at night and still being tired in the day, last week I had blood tests done but the results aren't back yet, the last few days I have had a really sore throat and earache as well as fevers etc.
I know it is tonsilitus, but when I am awake in the middle of the night I convince myself it is something much more sinister.
Anyway i think it's ok I will go to the docs today and they will tell me it is tonsillitus and give me antibiotics.
So I call the doctors and they talk to me an dprescribe the anibiotics without having to see me, so now i am back to convincing myself it is something far far worse and the doctor wouldn't know because they haven't seen me.

Bloods would have shown up something else. I did this once, I had a sore boob and I convinced myself (in the middle of the night) that it was somewthing awful. You will be fine once the antibiotics kick in and you start to feel better. Maybe take extra vitamins too just to boost you up a bit.

I know this really, the bloods will not be back for another week, I think I just feel so crappy that it is hard to focus on reality.
i really really just want to go to bed.