Hey I’m freaking out I have health anxiety as it is. I was having some issues toileting when I go to the loo it feels like something goes back up after.. I’m either going massive poos or wee balls of poo. I went to the doc in dec and she examined me and said there’s an internal pile she give me a screening tests and sent me away. So I was all in the Christmas zone and kind of forgot, my issues were all still there but I forgot to do the test. I was cleaning out and found it and did it and I was told it would be a week before results would be back. 2 days later the doc rings and it’s positive and I’ve to be reffered for more testing, I have a 8 year old and 1 year old and I am freaking out I have cancer