I'm so sorry to hear about your cancer, and your family history @ShalommJackie . I'm another one jumping on to say get it checked, not just for your benefit but for anxious lurkers. I convinced myself my breast tumour couldn't possibly be anything sinister because extensive googling told me that it wasn't typical of a tumour for various reasons (painful, smooth, not completely hard). But it's always better to get it checked, and I still can't believe I was stupid enough to put it off for months because of some random stuff I read on the internet. Sending strength - I know it's not easy.