I have a progressive pain condition which is currently not well controlled. I am waiting for a consultant appointment but have been told it will be months, or even over a year. I get no relief from mainstream painkillers, can no longer take the meds that used to help, and currently, alcohol is the only thing available to me that gives me any relief from the pain. I feel like I am on a slippery slope, I really dont need an alcohol problem as well. But after a day of pain, I just want some respite. Not posting for anything other than getting it off my chest! Although miracle cure suggestions welcome!