Tonight after 3 months of dreading and wondering if i’d ever have again (the fear) We had sex and it felt different, I’m unsure if this is common. After I showered as normal. The sex wasn’t painful but there was blood on wiping from behind before I showered - I do have issue with hemarroid atm (tmi I know but thats been an after birth issue that isn’t settling) anyways showered and now few hours before bed when I wiped there was faint blood on wiping from vaginal area.
I did have second degree tear from birth, and required stitches but midwifes told me it was healed and GP checked. I do have smear this week and dreading! As prior to pregnancy slight changes showed on smear results.
Just hoping is it normal for sex to feel different and does it ever go back to normal or is it a new way from now on due to birth, and same with this bleeding is it common for little bit?