really bloody scream and shout and end up crumbling in the corner a complete gibbering wreck dd2 (21 months) fell off the sofa on friday and hit her head and ever since then she has done nothing but cry, and scream, day and night. I haven't had more than 2 hours of sleep per night ever since. I took her to the doctors on monday and they said that she hasn't had any trauma from the fall apart from maybe a headache, and that she has got a bug, having a temp of 40.1. It took me 20 minutes just to get a third of a sample bottle of urine from her nappy. They said if she is no better by the end of the week to take her back, but what do they mean by no better? she seems to have got over the fever, but shes still not eating, and all shes doing is sodding crying, following me around everywhere. clinging to be and to put it bluntly, i've f*cking had enough of it. I'm sat here sobbing cos I can't get her to shut up unless shes sat on my knee. I know it sounds so selfish of me, but I really don't know what to do with her. Shes stood here next to me now with her head wedged between my leg and the arm of the chair. if i dare move more than an inch away from her she will follow me sobbing uncontrollably. DS2 isn't very well either, but I feel like I am neglecting him a bit because I am trying to shut dd2 up so he can rest. I need to go and do tea. The others won't want pasta or beans on toast AGAIN, and they all need bathing because I didn't get chance to do it last night. bad bad bad mummy i am