Ongoing situation with my partners heart and it’s just hit me how serious it all is after appointment today.
He’s got a severe blockage 70% plus in left artery and approx 50% in the right, plus some more blockages in the smaller vessels and other issues.
The left one is apparently very very serious.
They are talking of heart bypass surgery as angioplasty less likely to be successful due to placement and extent of damage. I hadn’t even considered this until they spoke about it today.
I don’t even know how to begin processing this, I have 1 million thoughts running through my head and my biggest fear is that he could have a massive heart attack at any minute and not survive.
I’m worrying about leaving him to go to work, I’m worried about what the future holds, what we will do for money (he’s currently off work) and even things like what will happen if he gets worse and cannot get up the stairs to our flat (building has no lift.)
Think I just need a hand hold and a hug 😢