So when I was 18 I had a operation on my ear due to recurring infections. Long story short I caught pseudomonas was in hospital for 2 weeks . This morning I woke up in pain in the ear but thought it was from sleeping funny now my ear is a dark purple and hurting like hell could it be back I'm scared I have a 3 month old baby and I don't want to leave him if I go into hospital as there is no one who can look after him. Tia