I think I broke my fan jo :-(

[MaybeIShouldntHave]

I had a small hard lump low down on the back wall of my vaginal. Definitely inside but only just. About the size of a petite poison or maybe smaller. Pretty hard.

It is in an area where I think I had pretty extensive stitching after childbirth. 2nd degree but lots of stitches. 10 years ago. Dunno if relevant.

I know I shouldn't have. But I did. I squeezed it. Hard. Nothing happened at first. Then it kind of squished. It didn't burst or release fluid. But it did kind of flatten out. I could feel the contents still. Just not hard and round. Just squished under the surface. This morning I can't feel any contents.

But now I'm all wrinkly and flabby. What have I done. It is a little sore this morning. But not excessively so. But it is oh so flabby. Like I could almost lose a tampon..or worse in the folds.

Will it unflattering itself? Will the pea come back? Will I be so stupid again?

Could it of been a small prolapse?

It sounds like a small cyst, no damage done in that case - I can't figure out though what that has to do with the flappiness of your vag?

Cos it is now flabby where the cyst thing was.

I had never noticed it before. But maybe it is just because I have been rummaging and poking.

No, I don't think it can be related - after all the lump was only the size of a pea? There's no way it could have been holding your whole fanj together

Don't worry
stop poking about

It'll be fine x