Really quite scared of smear test (was raped not that long ago)

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well done you! make sure you treat yourself to a glass of wine and a nice big piece of cake tonight!

well done! ((hugs))

That is fantastic news - hope you feel really chuffed with yourself. I have a big grin on my face now, want to give you a big hug

I'm so glad to hear you went ahead with it. It takes a lot of courage to do and I admire you for having done it. I'm not sure if I would have been able to in your place. Have you ever considered talking to someone about what happened, I mean maybe a therapist or someone you really trust? I can imagine there is a lot of pain and fear inside you which might need to come out.

That's wonderful. Hope it makes you feel more confident in yourself too. CJinSx is very proud (excuse current Halloween name!!!).

only just seen this thread but well done privateforthis.