Cant shake these feelings

[baby0684]

Some days are good. But most days are the same.

I feel that I want to stay in bed all day long. But obviously I cant I have 2 LO to look after.
I dont really want them near me, I just dont want to be touched.
I feel so tired all the time, dont do much exuasted, do things feel exactly the same.
Eat properly, not satisfied. Eat chocolate/crips/fizzy pop. Makes me happy for a bit.

Why am I feeling like this? How do I make myself feel better?

Sorry you feel like this. It sounds to me like you are depressed. You need to see a doctor. Don't suffer in silence

baby - it really sounds like depression. See your GP as soon as you can. He/she WILL be able to help.