topsy me too in the wide awake club, and just when I get to sleep I expect the Jetlag club will start partying......
amber agree with topsy there is only so much fighting the good fight one person can do before it takes it's toll...
Also sending lots of love to KK and hope her problems have a solution in sight.
nj it really would be strange if you didn't think every twinge was Cancer, no body has a right to be trusted after it has let those idiot Cancer cells get out of control, it takes time to trust it again , and frankly I still don't. It's not so much worrying about every twinge now, in fact I let them go for weeks and months to avoid the doctors which I trust even less than my body, as just a general feeling that I have had it good for too long and it is bound to have something nasty waiting around the corner. We need at paranoia box out again.if it is interfering with life then I am sure the Onc will see you if you ask.
the night yes I am certain that once diagnosed you are disabled for the purposes of the equality act, go for it, please. I don't feel disabled either, indeed was quite capable of carrying on doing the actual task focused work of two of the politicing men I used to work along side but my company still decided to sideline me, it was before the legislation was passed that classes Cancer as a disability, and that sort of behaviour was why it was passed, so take advantage 
malt We rather enjoyed the attention and limelight 
and the chance to behave entirely inappropriately and not at all how someone with the Big C is supposed to behave.
Hope all has gone well for smee and that gigs is having restorative sleep.
Better try again for some sleep. BTW anyone on Fbook, have my pics of big Copts bday gone up on the newsfeed, I seem to keep cocking up and only I see them and then Mum will be on the phone wittering first thing, my niece is in them too so 2 GCs equals stereo wittering....