ESA but the work related one which means they are now expecting me to get ready for and return to work.
FFS, if I could work I would. But I can't. Now I am going to have to fight them and it probably won't even bloody work (I am a pessimist). I read through my answers after the phone call, they didn't even bother to call me for a medical, the things I wrote down are not what makes a person suitable for employment. DH's wages are not enough for us to live on, we rely on my money as well, its a quarter of our income and we really don't have a lavish lifestyle by any means.
I don't know what I am going to do. I feel so down and its yet another shitty thing going wrong in my usually shitty life. I just can't take much more. 