Hi, I have 3 times cancelled my app for a colonoscopy and mainly because I am petrified about the picolax before hand. Ihave little/no help with my dcs and so staying in the house near the loo is just about impossible, is there any way to make it not quite so bad does anyone know. I have read some old threads and it seems that its not a pleasant experience. I wonder if I should just cancel the colonoscopy full stop and not bother?? I'm feeling really anxious about this so any advice would be appreciated