Since Christmas (and maybe a bit before) I have been feeling pretty rank. Just tired, off and a bit moody.
I have bleeding between my periods. This month proper bleeding. In previous months a bit of spotting. My cycle is out by a few days here and there. Have been to GP and am awaiting a scan and gynea referral. Upon examination could see nothing untoward.
I am about 10 days from my next period and already for a week I have had tender boobs - which I get usually a few days before my period. This time however my left boob is excruciatingly painful, not just tender. I have gone up a bra size despite loosing 11lbs (because I am on Slimmingworld) in January. Both boobs feel big and swollen and very very lumpy. I have a history of lumpy boobs and breast clinic referrals but have never had anything quite so drastic as this. My left breast just feels like a cluster of hard sore lumps.
My appearance is shit. Despite being on a bit of a health kick now for 5 weeks. My hair is just not right. Feels odd and wont style like usual (despite a good cut from my usual lovely hairdresser - who even commented on the crap condition of my hair).
I have spots - not a pizza face (yet) but enough to make me feel crap. My cheeks looks red and flushed all the time and I just have a blotchy skin. I have a good regular skin routine that I have not changed recently. I also have very dry patches inbetween my red pustule type spots.
My eyes look bloodshot and tired.
I am sleeping OKish . I have not slept well for years but recently I am sleeping better. I may not get off easily but get a good 6 or 7 hours most nights.
I swim 3 times a week and Gym 3 times a week. I have 1 day a week off excercise. I eat a good basic low fat balanced diet (slimming world - which I have followed for 9 years on and off). I am overweight but no massively. I am a size 12 to 14 at the mo and am aiming to get back down to the 10 I was last summer.
I am spending an increasingly amount of time pampering myself atm in the hope it will benfit me but am not seeing any results yet.
I have started to take Metatone tonic that contains vitamins and iron - the box says it gives a boost at times of illness or whilst recovering.
I have IBS - but apart from a really bad month in Novemeber to mid December with it (stress related) I have it under control and I am the best I have ever been wit IBS in 20 years. I am on longterm movicol through my consultant and GP and have been for 18 months.
I am 39.