ds1(3) woke up with a spotty face saying he didn't want to go to nursery and has a poorly chest, so got both boys ready so dh could drive us to docs for 8.30, already 10 miserable people in front of me so would have to wait ages (i'd forgotten ds2's bottle as well) and ended up walking out, getting bus home and shouting at ds1 and sending him to bed. how crap am I?