can someone please talk some sense into me! Tmi, sorry!

[kaylasmum]

hi, i feel so stupid, i've posted so much about this subject in the last week that everyone must think i'm a complete nutter!

It started off with a lump at my anus which my gp confirmed was a pile, got some cream and it does seem to be going away. The doct
or gave me a rectal exam and did'nt seem to find anything untoward. Anyway yesterday while in the shower i decided to check for any lumps, i did'nt find any but i did feel a couple of tiny pimple like things. Not sure if thats normal or not, no pain or discomfort. My health anxiety has completely taken over, i've not been eating properly for 3 weeks and have lost about 10 pounds. Only eating on average 700 calories per day. Supposed to be at work right now but just doing the everyday things is a massive chore. Just want to stay in my bed all day.

Please if anyone can help it would be much appreciated. Really feel like i'm going to lose it big time, hanging on by a thread.

hi, well i certainly hope it will until i get my cbt appt through. Still waiting for my appetite to return, just have no inclination to eat at all.

I asked the gp outright if i had anal cancer and she told me that no i don't. Have to keep a hold of that and not let any thoughts creep in.

Thanks again for taking the time to post and help me.

No worries.

Now, eat! Even if you don't feel like it. Eat in front of the TV, whatever, distract yourself. Sometimes if I find it hard to eat, its because eating puts me in touch with feelings - just let feelings come up and swirl about, ignore, keep eating

Hiya hun what did yours turn out to be, I’ve got little pimples inside to and worried