i posted earlier today about my concerns that i might have anal cancer. Saw my gp who gave me an internal examination and she told me she thinks i have a small thrombosed internal pile. I can't get it out of my head that its anal cancer. I always thought that it was only external piles that could become thrombosed and this lump is very small.
i'm a complete mess right now, can't eat, have a sore head and neck and generaly feel awful. I'm being referred back to cbt as things are getting out of control.