Sorry I realise there is a whole thread for this but am a bit lost on it and really need help.
I had a colonoscopy six months ago to rule out anything sinister as I felt terrible pressure down below and constipation.
it's got better/worse and now is much worse. I can only go to the loo if I use laxatives or enema. I hate it. :(
I find the whole thing v embarrassing and depressing. I can barely eat. I was supposed to go back to hospital but never got another appointment.
I also struggle knowing a male doctor ( in all likelihood) will have to give me anal exams. I just don't know how to cope. I use fibogel, drink tons of water, do pelvic floors but nothing is helping now. PLease someone give me advice and positive stories.