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Sun nor rain can stop the march of the SHINEY cult!

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LollipopViolet · 21/07/2010 12:13

So, our 1,000,000,000 and who knows what thread!

All diet and exercise plans welcome, let's support each other and talk about sex healthy eating!

So, to recap, I'm LV, and so far I've lost approx 6lbs with many more to go

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YouKnowNothingoftheCrunch · 23/07/2010 22:06

Actually no, sod that.

Let's talk cock instead. This is a good day, not a crappy one.

Gigantaur · 23/07/2010 22:12

crunchy sorry i must have x posted. good luck with the chat.
As you say, its hard but you do need to clear the air.

Xp should have collected the kids at at 4:30. he text and said that he had a driving lesson and so would be collecting them at 5:30.

No is that ok, just that this was what would happen.

So i take the Dc's to town to meet him. he collects them from the train station as he isn't to know where we live. the station is a 40 minute bus ride away.

we wait for over an hour. no sign. I text him, no answer. I ring him and get his answer phone. I text his mum (she runs his lie for him) and she says he was leaving at half 4 after his lesson. she will try and ring him and get back to me. nothing.

At 6:40pm i decide that enough is enough and that i am bringing teh DC home.

DD is crying her eyes out calling for daddy. DS is saying can't we wait for just one more train.
Then he hates me because i am stopping him from seeing his dad. maybe he got the wrong train. maybe he is on the next train. maybe he is just late.

I explain that daddy is very late and that we have given him a very long time to arrive and he still hasn't. That daddy is very naughty to make them wait this long so we will come home and do soething fun instead.

I try very hard not to slag him off to them or in front of them but i wont take the blame for his inadequaces.

DS finally calms down and says that he doesn't want to see daddy anymore. I ask why and he says that he makes them wait all the time and reminds me of at least 3 occasions where he has failed to show or pissed off home because we were 5 minutes late despite being been text to explain that.

Sadly it seems he is getting to a stage where his understanding of how relationships should work is superceding his blind love for his father.

It is both pleasing and devestating all at once.

I really really hate him right now. Xp that is,not ds

YouKnowNothingoftheCrunch · 23/07/2010 22:27

Oh gig I'm so sorry. What a dick

You did everything g right.

Mouseface · 23/07/2010 22:32

FFS Gigi. That is bloody awful.

Sweetie. It's not fair is it? You take them to him and he fucks up.

God. I feel your pain. I remeber DD sat in the window waiting for her father....

They have no fecking idea.

So sorry for you and your DC and you DP who must get cross with XP for letting the DC down too...... xx

Crunchy - feck. Are you ok babe? xx

YouKnowNothingoftheCrunch · 23/07/2010 22:35

Angry, very angry.

Just screamed down the phone at him - not my finest moment. He's coming back. Don't know why he's bothering really.

Gigis stuff is real. Much more important.

TotalChaos · 23/07/2010 22:37

sorry Gigi that x is not only being a twunt but hurting the kids as well.

Mousey - great news about the house, enjoy your new non-Manc life now!

Uno - try not to get too tangled up in his mini dramas - focus on what he does rather than what he says.

Gigantaur · 23/07/2010 22:38

thanks girls.

It isn't the first time and i doubt it will be the last. It makes me so angry that i know he will do it and yet there is nothing i can do to prevent it.

After everything he did to me, and in front of DS, i tried to prevent contact. He fought me for 4 years in court to gain access. now he has it he doesn't actually want them.
I actually asked him if he would like them for extra days now as it is the summer (he doesn't work as if he does "i will get the CSA to rob him blind" he does do casual work - he is a Freddy flintoff double and he does security work- which earns him very good wages but its all off teh books and i can#t prove anything. he has never given me a penny twards the children)

He refused to have them for even an extra night. yet he tells everyne that will listen that his children are his life and i am evil as i try to prevent him seeing them

anyway, How did the chat go Crunchy?

Mouseface · 23/07/2010 22:43

Crunchy - is that wise him coming back?

I'm concerned, and don't hate me for this, that vino is fuelling your row tonight.

Stay calm and stop letting him get to you!!

What happened to your plan of time and space? You can't help it can you - IN A REALLY NICE WAY!!!

I used to be the same. I couldn't help but see XP, meet him, let him in, talk to him when really I needed space.....

Oh babes, you are getting all tangled up tonight!

What are you hoping for tonight? I mean that in a nice way. Don't get cross, I'm just trying to understand........

Mouseface · 23/07/2010 22:44

TC - thank you

RealityKicksArse · 23/07/2010 22:46

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Mouseface · 23/07/2010 22:48

Gigi - why is he such a bastard to you? What does he gain?

Twat.

Hey Reality - 2 weeks to go!!

Gigantaur · 23/07/2010 22:48

makes two of us reality.

Crunchy - Mouse speaks sense.

RealityKicksArse · 23/07/2010 22:52

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Gigantaur · 23/07/2010 22:55

i actually dont think he does it necessarily to spite me. i used to but not anymore.
During the court proceedings he was ordered to see a top shrink. it was discivered that he has borderline personailty disorder. it explains a lot

he just doesn't take any notce of anyone elses feelings. only what is important to him.
nothing else matters.

Mouseface · 23/07/2010 22:59

Night RKA and thanks - sleep well. xx

Mouseface · 23/07/2010 23:02

Gigi - THAT IS SHITE and very unfair. I wish I could help more....

You know I'm a Manc yeah? Shall I have him, erm, dealt with?

Seriously. It's hard work and I feel for you. But more so for the DCs xx

Gigantaur · 23/07/2010 23:09

lol if i thought the kids would be ok i would gladly do the time myself.

This is very far from teh worst thing he has done to me. i dont even care anymore, but the Dc. I cannot stand what he does to them.

I am totally over what he did to me but every time he hurts them, i just want to feed him through a mincer

Mouseface · 23/07/2010 23:15

Gigi - I know what you mean. Ultimate protection!!!

Hurt me - I'll hate you. Hurt my DCs and I'll kill you punch you out.

The rage leaves you in time. The utter hatrid for your XP every single time he fecks up, doesn't.

Gigantaur · 23/07/2010 23:19

exactly.
I have managed to reach a point where i no longer care about him in anyway shape or form.
Anger is an emotion i just refuse to waste on him.

I am genuinly not all all effected by him being alive anymore.

But when he does this.....i would gladly run him down with a steam train

Niggles · 23/07/2010 23:27

Sorry to hear about all the shitty exes. They don't know they're born do they. Mine (not yet ex) has just agreed on phone tonight to do some work next weekend (voluntary stuff for church) on the day that just happens to be our only child's 3rd birthday. Am so unimpressed.

Mouseface · 23/07/2010 23:28

The worst thing is that you can't stop him letting the DCs down until they are old enough to make up there own minds. It's out of your control. Each chance you give him, runs the risk of him fucking up......

My DD is of that age thank God. She sees Xp and he obides by our rules - routine and respect.

But until then, it's torture. And XP knows it. Twat. As long as you don't 'stop him' seeing the DCs and do all you can to make it happen, you have to wait and see if he turns up. Which is SHITE!!!

My mum never stopped me seeing my dad but my dad fecked up. Again, and again, and again.....

Now I have nothing to do with him.

I hope that your DCs are ok and not too upset tonight. xx

Gigantaur · 23/07/2010 23:34

by the time we left the station all teh shops were shut so we went to ASDA and they got a bit spoilt.
they came home and had ice cream and watched Ice age 3. they stayed up very late and are now sleeping in my bed.

they are ok now. disappointed still but ok.

niggles thats shitty too.

Gigantaur · 23/07/2010 23:35

on a plus note, i just realised i haven't eaten all day.

too late to cook anything now so will have saved myself a few calories

Mouseface · 23/07/2010 23:37

Gigi - mummies bed is the dogs. It cures all ills and make EVERTHING better!!

Go snuggle with them and keep them safe....

Mouseface · 23/07/2010 23:38

'mummy's' Doh!!!