I had a routine smear in January which came back bordelrine changes, my repeat one 6 weeks ago has just come back as Severe dyskaryosis/ CIN III and I have to wait for a colposcopy appointment now. I am very frightened what this means. I don't care about the treatment, colposcopy etc, that could hurt as much as childbirth for all I care as long as it makes me better but what I would like to know is if anyone else has gone through this and should I be as petrified as I am? Please help