Whoknows - My word, you are BUSY! I keep remembering what my friend says - breathe, have a cup of tea, then sort out one thing (in my case, one paragraph).
It's tough to fit in the allotment when things get manic. But it's also my major stress relieving thingy, so I get very miserable when I can't get up there because of work for that reason too.
I've bitten off more than I can chew with this chapter - instead of doing something simple like a sane and reasonable person, I've got myself mired in the relationship of the philosophy of mind to space. And it is horribly, nightmarishly complex beyond the capabilities of my brain to process. I am now just focused on panicking digging myself out of the massive hole that I've dug myself into. I feel like I need an intellectual mattock to do this, and I only have a tiny, rusty, crooked nail.

Cupcakes post is a reminder, though, that all this isn't what is actually important in life. I'm so glad your MIL is on the mend. What a horrible, stressful thing for you all to go through. I hope that she's settling in at home and not too frightened by everything that has happened.
PS I realise this sounds crazy but are you absolutely SURE those are raspberries and that something else hasn't just snuck into your bed??! I've never seen anything like it if they are!