I had a rubbish week last week, so I'm really sorry, but I've come here to whinge.
My auntie's funeral was on tuesday. It was a lovely service, and the church was absolutely packed. She was a very well loved lady, and made friends with everyone she met.
I was surprised by how much it affected me. I didn't see her that often, but seeing her two teenage daughters and husband was so upsetting, and it really hit me that she's gone. :(
I've been so down since then, I was starting to worry I had depression, but I've no idea if it's that, or just my auntie, combined with breast and nipple pain that just won't bloody go. I've been crying every day, and on saturday I couldn't face leaving the house. I forced myself to, and nearly had several panic attacks. I cried in Frankie and Bennys, and was basically a wreck.
And now I think I might have mastitis again.
I've contacted Milk Matters, and someone is going to come out and see me and Ds2, to try and sort out our bf problems. The GP, health visitor and NHS Lactation consultant I've seen have been next to useless.
Anyway, whinge over.
Sorry you're ill Show and Tee.