I think the in crowd,if it is the ones I am thinking of,are a lot less in numbers than they used to be,and are actually,on the whole,quite a lot more reasonable than they were say 6 months ago.
I dont know how long you have been on MN,but I suspect a lot longer than me,so it can be difficult to see changes.
You do seem to get a bit picked on on MN,I thought you actually liked the attention.Shows how much I know.
Have a break,and see how you feel.