I’m currently 37 weeks pregnant with my first and come under this particular NHS Trust. Reading this report made me feel sick.
I’m waiting to see when improvements will actually be made as thus far everything has been excused with “because of covid” but based on this report the problems have been there decades before the pandemic….
For example, despite them spouting about their commitment to continuity of care, I’ve only seen my named midwife 3 times in my entire 37 weeks of pregnancy. The rest of my appointments have been with random midwives who happened to be available on the day and I’ve never seen any of them again since. It’s exhausting having to explain everything to different people all the time because none of them bother to read your notes before they see you so defeats the point of anyone taking notes to be honest.
I had some contraction-like pain last night and spent nearly an hour trying to get through to triage. When I did get through, I explained to the midwife who answered that I have an elective C-section booked for two weeks’ time and had been advised that they’d bring it forward if I went into labour early. She scoffed and asked if I wasn’t even going to try and have a ‘normal’ birth. I bluntly said no as that’s not what I wanted and not what had been agreed with my consultant. In the end, the pain subsided and I didn’t have to go down to hospital but I’m now dreading the thought of going into labour in the next two weeks just in case they seize the opportunity to railroad me into a vaginal birth I don’t want just to try and save the Trust a few quid.
It’s made me even more anxious than I need to be right now, if I’m honest.